My Heart Ebbs With Tears
To: Anna ~ From: Verano
The feeling I have now, my bhabe, is really indescribable. I was fighting the existence of this great distance between us and yet it came to me striking hard where it hurts the most - being away from you. I wan't to cry, you know, in fact I did, I need to. It hurts me so much to know your state, the fact that I am not with you. How useless, heartless, worthless am I.
I just want to tell you how sorry I am. Terribly, terribly sorry. I was like a child crying in the shadows, like I want to hit something or shout. I miss you, Bhabe, I terribly do. Yet that longing cannot equate the love I have for you. And you may be thinking by now that all I tell you are mere words without proof. I will be home soon my love. I will be there.
I love you with all of my heart and soul. All that I am, I owe you. I will be there. "I'll walk in the rain by your side, I'll cling to the warmth of your tiny hand, I'll do anything to keep you satisfied. I love you more than anybody can."
If God forbid, and transfer to me all the pain you are having right now, I would gladly take it, even if it leads me to stop breathing. For that is nothing compared to the joy, satisfaction and completion that the mere mention of your name brings me. For to hold that pain for you shall be my honor and privilege. I have nothing to be proud of but you.
Please do follow the doctors' advice and smile for me. My existence has no purpose but to be with you. I will be home soon my love.
All that I am,
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