I'm So Sorry
To: C ~ From: Amber
You were and still are the great love of my life. I know that phrase sounds cliché to someone who's never been in love, but it's entirely fitting when it comes to you. I made so many mistakes when we were together, and as a result of them, we're not together anymore. I've spent the years since kicking myself for the things that I did, and for the things that I didn't do. All I can do now is say the words that I couldn't say then: I love you, I love you, I love you.
A million times I love you and a million times I'm sorry. Sorry that I couldn't say those words to you when it would have made a difference. Sorry that I didn't give you the parts of me that you deserved. I still love you and I desperately hope you're happy. It kills me that you can't be happy with me. Please forgive me C, for I'm afraid I can never forgive myself.