To: Curt ~ From: Pookie
From day one, I knew there was something in you that no other guy has. I had always searched for my blonde hair, blue eyed, tan guy ... and dreamt of having my fairytale wedding. Baby, you don't have blonde hair or blue eyes - but you're perfect! From your gorgeous smile, to your warm, loving eyes, to your strong arms, to the way your hands fit mine.
I was scared to love you after everyone said we wouldn't even make it two weeks, but we did. After we passed those first two weeks I knew there was something that just worked between us. We made it through the best 10 months of my life, and then that's when you left. Now you are 2000 miles away and I can't be with you until June. Although this will be the hardest months of my life, I would wait forever to be in your arms again. Once again, we have people saying that there's no way we will make it through this, but I think we can prove them wrong.
Curt, I live for you, and only you. I dream of the day that I can be your wife. I want so badly for that dream of mine to come true; you have no idea, Sweetie. When we talk about getting married, and having kids together, my heart melts. I know that I'm young and you want what's best for me, but I know in my heart, you are the best thing that has ever and will ever happen to me.
You have taught me so much about myself and the way that I should live my life. You have taught me things that will eventually help me grow into the type of person I need to be, and you have taught me to love without holding back.
You have been my sweetest sin since day one. My parents didn't want us to last, some "friends" didn't want us to last and that's great for them, - back to the sweetest sin thing - you have no idea what it's like to be me when I get to sleep with you, to feel your hands caressing my body, feeling your body next to mine. It's this feeling I get being that close to you, the feeling that I am the safest person in the world - Oh, screw this! Curt, I love you! You are the one for me and you know all of this - I'll say this numerous times until I turn blue in the face; marry me! You know I don't mean now, just some day! I love you!!