To: Tiffany ~ From: Justin
Hey, Baby, I am sorry that I was an ass to you in the last days that I was with you. I am sorry for that and I hope that you will forgive me. I will write you and call you whenever I have enough time to enjoy talking with you, okay? I just want to explain exactly why I was acting so mad and pissy to you for the last couple of weeks, I know I probably shouldn't but I have to be true to you. To get down to it I was just so cared and worried that you will not have the same love for me when I come home to you, Baby. I know that I shouldn't have acted like that and that is why I am truly and deeply sorry for making you hurt on both the inside and on the outside, but you must believe me that my love for you will either stay the same or grow to be more because without you I am lost.
I should have told you all of this before I left but I did not want to see you cry anymore and or be hurt with me watching because I can't even stand to watch that. So for all the pain that I have caused to you I am sorry. Believe me, Baby, I do love you and I never meant to hurt your feelings.
I am very sorry for that but right now I can't stop thinking about how much I actually love you. I don't know if you have been thinking about it or not, my guess is that you probably have and you might have even cried about it, to tell you the truth if I could cry about it I probable would because I get watery eyes just thinking about how beautiful you are and how happy I am with you by my side.
I love you, Tiffany, with all of my heart and much, much more. I love you so damn much. It hurts me so much to sit here thinking about you and knowing that I will not be able to see you for 12 months. Babe, even after talking to you twice today I came back to my room set out our picture and still I became emotional just looking at your picture and thinking about you. You know what, Babe? I can't even begin to say how much I actually do miss you. My heart knows and can barely stand being away from you but as soon as my brain hears from my heart there is no hope and I just start thinking about how much fun I have had with you even though I never really showed it I really did have fun.