My Kind of Prince
To: Christopher ~ From: Theresa
It is really hard to begin to describe the way I feel for you. I have gone over these feelings over a year now and we are still not together. You tell me that you don't feel the same way. No let me take that back, you tell everyone else you don't feel the same way. If you are afraid of hurting me, then not saying anything to me face to face hurts more than anything. No matter what, I can't seem to stop thinking of you or believing we are meant to be together. I guess that's how love goes. You must struggle at the beginning to find the true happiness in the end.
There is just so much about you that I see in you that no one else seems to see, including you. I see a person that believes things are helpless and hopeless but deep down you want to believe things will be great.
Maybe I've tried to hard, or have gone the wrong way. I don't know the answer to why we aren't together, but I do know my feelings are real. There certainly isn't real communication between us. I definitely am not myself around you, so you really haven't gotten to know the real me.
If only we could start over and forget that I have feelings for you, we could get to know each other better. So I'm a hopeless romantic? You are a man of hurt and anger. I guess I believe there is a prince inside everyone, including the Beast. No matter what, you will never make me feel sorry for loving you. If I had made any sense at all I'll end this letter now. I have waited a year to go out with you; I'll wait forever to be with you.
Theresa aka Erin