I Wish You Back
To: Sneha ~ From: Ashutosha
The pain you have caused me is unbearable; I cannot sleep, I no longer eat; even breathing was difficult in your presence. I wish things were as they originally were, but now I realize that is impossible. I have nothing but insulted your intelligence and questioned your beauty, which I assure is unlike any I have ever witnessed, in every possible aspect. Your eyes shine with an amazing radiance; your smile is divine, and your image remains cemented in my mind. It is ironic; you were my one and only true happiness, though at times you were my only sorrow.
All I can ask for now is your forgiveness, though inside I will yearn for so much more. I yearn to embrace your gentle touch, to gaze into your mystifying eyes just one more time, and to kiss softly your full red lips. If I had known things would have turned out this way, I would have changed it all. All of those immature insults would instead have been compliments. I can do nothing but apologize for my behavior; these feelings were new to me. I had not felt for anyone what I feel for you.
Now I must feel this way alone. I have pushed you away, and spoiled my opportunity, if in fact a chance ever existed. Maybe one day, our paths will reunite. If this wish is granted all will be different. I will treat you how you deserve to be treated, and I vow I will never cause you harm. Until then I shall suffer the punishment I have dealt myself.